If you don't love me...

If you don't love me.. release me,

don't hug me, don't kiss me,

Say "I love you" if you mean it,

don't say it only to keep me.

"I'm busy" you tell me.

"I'm sleepy" you text me.

"Let's talk tomorrow" you send me,

"I love you" you end me.

I know I'm not the easiest,

I know I'm not the strongest,

I know I'm not the richest,

but yours, I felt the youngest.

Release me, to find my way again,

Release me, to love and feel again,

Release me, to stop the ache from spread,

Release me, to give my pain an end.

But you may still not believe,

that my heart will never leave,

that sweet memory of ours,

your ear on my heart for hours.

If there is something I don't understand.

Just tell me! The truth, I want at hand.

If you love me, show me and I will ask,

to be released ... into your heart... ♥

ഒരു വാക്ക്..!!

ഇപ്പോള്‍ നീ സ്നേഹിക്കുന്നത് കാണുവാന്‍ എനിക്കാവില്ല,

നിന്‍റെ സ്നേഹത്തിനു മാധുര്യം ആസ്വദിക്കുവാന്‍ എനിക്കിന്നു കഴിയില്ല..

എല്ലാം നീ തന്നെയല്ലേ തച്ചുടച്ചതും, എന്നെ പിരിഞ്ഞതും..?

അന്നുഞാന്‍ നിന്‍റെ കണ്ണുകളിലേക്ക് നോക്കിയപ്പോള്‍ നീ മുഖം തിരിച്ചു..

പിന്നെ ഞാന്‍ നിന്നെ നോക്കി ചിരിച്ചപ്പോഴും വീണ്ടും നീ മുഖം തിരിച്ചു..

കൂടെ വന്നു നടന്നപ്പോഴും എന്നോട് മിണ്ടാതെ നീ നടന്നകന്നു.

എന്നിട്ടും നിന്നെ ഞാന്‍ സ്നേഹിച്ചു..

അവസാനം നീ വന്നു പറഞ്ഞില്ലേ,

നിന്നെ എനിക്ക് വെറുപ്പാണ്, അറപ്പാണ്, ഒരിക്കലും എന്നെ കാണാന്‍ വരരുത് എന്ന്..

നിന്നെ ആത്മാര്‍ഥമായി സ്നേഹിച്ച എന്നോട് പറഞ്ഞ വാക്കുകള്‍ .

ഞാന്‍ ഇന്നും നിന്‍റെ ഈ മുഖത്തിന്‌ താഴെ കിടന്നു ഓര്‍ക്കുന്നു..

ഒരു വട്ടമെങ്കിലും പറയാമായിരുന്നില്ലേ നിനക്ക്

" എന്നെ ഇഷ്ടമാണെന്ന്..?"

Goodbye...

My eyes behold her, I suffocte without her, My heart pounds against my chest when I touch her, I can hear her voice inside my head, It was a magical when I kissed her, She was as soft as velvet, Nourished with milk and roses, Her hair was a slither of river... Her voice sounded like miracle of a dreamer... I feft like a king where all can sing...

One day she comes around the door and says I don't want you anymore, before I could say more she left the door. I did not know what I did wrong but everyone said I had to move on...

I got a letter from her saying "If you love me then please let me go, Iwant go away even before I know.. I am just too dark to be cared and I can't feel what isn't there. You did not do anything wrong so please move on. Goodbye" she said...

I can still hear her voices like it was yesterday, I could feel that she never felt this way, She left me with the complication, Broke my heart with no hesitation, I was left alone in the dark, Waiting for a light to spark, I could never move on, I knew I was not wrong, Here comes the feeling of Pain, Here come the sense of strain, She was right in my arm yesterday, I hoped this never would havev changed today...

I buried all the secrets inside me, I burnt all the desires within thee, Never loved again to regret, Here I was all alone waiting to die before.......... I forget

Here comes the last word, here comes the pain from her 'GOODBYE'

She said and left forever.....

അരികിലില്ലെങ്കിലും അറിയുന്നു ഞാന്‍

നിന്‍റെ കരലാളനത്തിന്‍റെ മധുരസ്പര്‍ശം..

അകലെയാണെങ്കിലും കേള്‍ക്കുന്നു ഞാന്‍

നിന്‍ ദിവ്യാനുരാഗത്തിന്‍ ഹൃദയസ്പര്‍ശം..

blue: വേദനിപ്പിക്കാനായി ആരെയും സ്നേഹിക്കരുത്.. സ്നേഹിക്ക...

blue: വേദനിപ്പിക്കാനായി ആരെയും സ്നേഹിക്കരുത്.. സ്നേഹിക്ക...: "വേദനിപ്പിക്കാനായി ആരെയും സ്നേഹിക്കരുത്.. സ്നേഹിക്കാനായി ആരെയും വേദനിപ്പികരുത്, കാരണം പുല്‍ക്കൊടി തുമ്പിനു മഞ്ഞുതുള്ളിയെ സ്നേഹിക്കാനെ കഴിയു സ..."

വേദനിപ്പിക്കാനായി ആരെയും സ്നേഹിക്കരുത്..

സ്നേഹിക്കാനായി ആരെയും വേദനിപ്പികരുത്,

കാരണം പുല്‍ക്കൊടി തുമ്പിനു മഞ്ഞുതുള്ളിയെ

സ്നേഹിക്കാനെ കഴിയു സ്വന്തമാക്കാന്‍ കഴിയില്ല..!!

Love is not finding the right person

But creating the right relationship.

It is not how much love we have in the beginning

But How much love we built until the end.

" Of course you're gonna get your heart broken. And it isn't just gonna happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle the pain even better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you to do it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it will all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again."

There is only one happiness in life—to love and be loved.

" I have been heart broken. You can't breathe, your eyes are pouring a thousand tears a second and you can't foresee going on with love because you never want to feel this way again. But then you have to look in the mirror and say 'Shut up, eat some ice cream, be by yourself for a while and think about who you are and who you want to be - then, go out and find someone compatible.' A broken heart feels like the worst thing in the whole world, but it really helps you decide what you want and don't want. You learn a lot from a broken heart.

That was rough.... Thing to do now is try and forget it.... I guess I don't quite mean that. It's not a thing you can forget. Maybe not even a thing you want to forget.... Life's like that sometimes... Now and then for no good reason a man can figure out, life will just haul off and knock him flat, slam him agin' the ground so hard it seems like all his insides is busted. But it's not all like that. A lot of it's mighty fine, and you can't afford to waste the good part frettin' about the bad. That makes it all bad.... Sure, I know - sayin' it's one thing and feelin' it's another. But I'll tell you a trick that's sometimes a big help. When you start lookin' around for something good to take the place of the bad, as a general rule you can find it.

Love the way u lie..!!

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it, the more I suffer
I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fuckin' hates me, and I love it

Wait, where you going? I'm leaving you, no, you ain't
Come back, we're running right back, here we go again
It's so insane, 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back

She's Lois Lane but when it's bad, it's awful, I feel so ashamed
I snap, "Who's that dude?", I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em

You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each others hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em

It's the race that took over, it controls you both
So they say you'd best to go your separate ways, guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over

But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall

Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again, I'ma tie her to the bed
And set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

broken heart!!

Today was just
one of those days
where everything I did
reminded me of you
and every song I heard
somehow related to you.
I hate days like today,
because they remind me
of the one thing I dont have.

walking lonely..!!

And here I am
Walking down the street
Alone...

A chill rushing through my skin
A moment passing by
Fleeting...

And yet
I know...

For no lonely soul
Would ever look for me among their midst

And fear would not know how...

For as I walk this road alone
A mind walks with me
Beside me
With each step I take
Until the end...!!

i am so lonley..!!

The end comes when we no longer talk with ourselves. It is the end of genuine thinking and the beginning of the final loneliness. The remarkable thing is that the cessation of the inner dialogue marks also the end of our concern with the world around us. It is as if we noted the world and think about it only when we have to report it to ourselves.