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♦"A touching love story that 'll make u cry"♦

♦"A touching love story that 'll make u cry"♦

10th Grade:-

As I sat there in English class,

I stared at the girl next to me.

She was my so called 'best friend'.

I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.

But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class,

she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before.

I handed them to her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade:-

The phone rang. On the other end,

it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on

and on about how her love had broke her heart.

She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.

As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours,

one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips,

she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks'

and gave me a kiss on the cheek..I want to tell her,I want her to know that

I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year:-

One fine day she walked to my locker.

"My date is sick" she said, "hes not gonna go" well,

I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,

we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,

we would go together just as 'best friends'.

So we did.

That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step.

I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes.

Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation:-

A day passed, then a week, then a month.

Before I could blink, it was graduation day.

I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.

I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,

and cried as I hugged her.

Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend,

thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Marriage:-

Now I sit in the pews of the church.

That girl is getting married now. and drive off to her new life,

married to another man.

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it.

But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'.

She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Death:-

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.

At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.

This is what it read:

'I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it.

I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends,

I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

I wish he would tell me he loved me !

I thought to my self,

........." I wish I did too "..........

my Eyes r filled with Tears.... and one Drop just skipped out :O 

♥♥♥

If you don't love me...

If you don't love me.. release me,

don't hug me, don't kiss me,

Say "I love you" if you mean it,

don't say it only to keep me.

"I'm busy" you tell me.

"I'm sleepy" you text me.

"Let's talk tomorrow" you send me,

"I love you" you end me.

I know I'm not the easiest,

I know I'm not the strongest,

I know I'm not the richest,

but yours, I felt the youngest.

Release me, to find my way again,

Release me, to love and feel again,

Release me, to stop the ache from spread,

Release me, to give my pain an end.

But you may still not believe,

that my heart will never leave,

that sweet memory of ours,

your ear on my heart for hours.

If there is something I don't understand.

Just tell me! The truth, I want at hand.

If you love me, show me and I will ask,

to be released ... into your heart... ♥

ഒരു വാക്ക്..!!

ഇപ്പോള്‍ നീ സ്നേഹിക്കുന്നത് കാണുവാന്‍ എനിക്കാവില്ല,

നിന്‍റെ സ്നേഹത്തിനു മാധുര്യം ആസ്വദിക്കുവാന്‍ എനിക്കിന്നു കഴിയില്ല..

എല്ലാം നീ തന്നെയല്ലേ തച്ചുടച്ചതും, എന്നെ പിരിഞ്ഞതും..?

അന്നുഞാന്‍ നിന്‍റെ കണ്ണുകളിലേക്ക് നോക്കിയപ്പോള്‍ നീ മുഖം തിരിച്ചു..

പിന്നെ ഞാന്‍ നിന്നെ നോക്കി ചിരിച്ചപ്പോഴും വീണ്ടും നീ മുഖം തിരിച്ചു..

കൂടെ വന്നു നടന്നപ്പോഴും എന്നോട് മിണ്ടാതെ നീ നടന്നകന്നു.

എന്നിട്ടും നിന്നെ ഞാന്‍ സ്നേഹിച്ചു..

അവസാനം നീ വന്നു പറഞ്ഞില്ലേ,

നിന്നെ എനിക്ക് വെറുപ്പാണ്, അറപ്പാണ്, ഒരിക്കലും എന്നെ കാണാന്‍ വരരുത് എന്ന്..

നിന്നെ ആത്മാര്‍ഥമായി സ്നേഹിച്ച എന്നോട് പറഞ്ഞ വാക്കുകള്‍ .

ഞാന്‍ ഇന്നും നിന്‍റെ ഈ മുഖത്തിന്‌ താഴെ കിടന്നു ഓര്‍ക്കുന്നു..

ഒരു വട്ടമെങ്കിലും പറയാമായിരുന്നില്ലേ നിനക്ക്

" എന്നെ ഇഷ്ടമാണെന്ന്..?"

Goodbye...

My eyes behold her, I suffocte without her, My heart pounds against my chest when I touch her, I can hear her voice inside my head, It was a magical when I kissed her, She was as soft as velvet, Nourished with milk and roses, Her hair was a slither of river... Her voice sounded like miracle of a dreamer... I feft like a king where all can sing...

One day she comes around the door and says I don't want you anymore, before I could say more she left the door. I did not know what I did wrong but everyone said I had to move on...

I got a letter from her saying "If you love me then please let me go, Iwant go away even before I know.. I am just too dark to be cared and I can't feel what isn't there. You did not do anything wrong so please move on. Goodbye" she said...

I can still hear her voices like it was yesterday, I could feel that she never felt this way, She left me with the complication, Broke my heart with no hesitation, I was left alone in the dark, Waiting for a light to spark, I could never move on, I knew I was not wrong, Here comes the feeling of Pain, Here come the sense of strain, She was right in my arm yesterday, I hoped this never would havev changed today...

I buried all the secrets inside me, I burnt all the desires within thee, Never loved again to regret, Here I was all alone waiting to die before.......... I forget

Here comes the last word, here comes the pain from her 'GOODBYE'

She said and left forever.....

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